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Little bit of this, little bit of that, little less than everything, much about absolutely nothin', wanting to be somebody, smiling to everyone and bitchin' to everybody - mix it well before drinkin'!

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I miss my girl like hell. :(
She’s overseas on a vacation, she’s only been there for few days and she even texted me one night but still.. I’m used to us talking like all the time and even when super busy with life, we normally talk daily. It’s weird not to at least hear about her day every night and stuff like that. :’) has made me realize how big part of my life she is, though.

We were meant to see each other last week but something came up. So it’s been a while.. Feels super funny to think that couple of weeks is a long time not seeing her face but it really is :—-D we’ve had the amazing luxury of pretty much being able to see each other weekly for a while now.


But gooosh I can’t wait to get to text to her and see her and hear her voice and hug her and hold her close to me and kiss her and fuck her and have her smoke all my cigarettes ‘cause she’s too lazy to get her own and just listen to her talk

  • Me: I like my girlfriend real, real much. She's the loveliest, prettiest girl in the world and she makes me smile.
  • My heart: You know someone lovelier. She's prettier too and she didn't only make you smile.. Her little jokes, her smile, how you used to talk all night on the phone 'cause you missed each other enough to make you both cry.. They way she filled your stomach with butterflies. You were in love with her.
  • Me: I've gotten over her a long time ago. I can fall in love again, I can get a new chance with a new love. My girlfriend's just as perfect as she was then.
  • My heart: No you haven't and you probably never will. Memory of her love and how nothing compares will always stop you when you even start falling for someone. No one will ever be as perfect for you as she was back then. No one.