Just after realizing I really really do like this girl crazy much..
I get a huge need to hit on someone else. And not even anyone special. Just about anyone. Just go out and flirt and all that, get a kiss and take someone home. Uhhhh. Couldn’t do it to her, though
Asdfhh. Commitment issues much?
Not officially, not girlfriends-seriously together cause neither of us can take that, but we talked about it and she’s mine. And I’m hers. I’ve spent the whole year so far with her, and I couldn’t be happier. It’s only been five days so far but hey, not a bad start for a new year, ay. She makes me forget the whole world when she’s with me.
I think my brain’s creating a pointless crush to survive a heartbreak. And I’m like totally fine with that, but could it please be someone I could like actually spend time with and hug an smile to and who I would even actually _meet_ this is just stupid is that too much to ask ok thank you bye