And to old also lovely ones too, of course, but you guys already know this
You can kik me @ SMILE2MEH anytime you want c:
/edit/ just thought I should make this clear. I _don’t_ want to see your dick, I don’t want to flirt or trade pics with you or anything like that if you’re a guy. I’m a lesbian. And yes, I’m pretty fucking sure you’re not the one to change that.
Don’t get the wrong vibes, I’m really nice and all but in last two minutes there’s been 9 guys who really don’t seem to get this so, um, yeah.
my thoughts right now go back and fort between ”i should get something good to eat” and ”oh my fucking god I’m fat” to ”Why am I too fucking lazy I to loose any weight”
sigh. I have enough problems already, do I have to start this too?
Yesterday I got to know someone amazing. She’s the kind of girl you’ve seen around and still never really seen her, never actually knew anything about her. Never really heard her talk, at least about herself. A wallflower, you could say. I’ve noticed her many times, though. We’ve just never had anything to do with each other, only the few times I was really drunk and she looked lonely. And even then I just talked to her, she rarely answered or even said a word. Just smiled.
Yesterday we were both at the same party. There were lots of people around, most of them drunk. I asked her to come keep me company while I smoke a cigarette. She came and ended up keeping me company for long enough for me to smoke half of my pack. We connected too well to just leave, to go back to our friends and back not knowing each other again. We talked about everything and nothing all at once. About her being shy, how it frustrates her. About how I’m actually a shy person too, though you’d never tell if you’re not really close to me. About our dreams and hopes. About disney movies and blanket forts and things that has happened in the past, about memories. About everything. And I was amazed by how that shy, quiet girl showed me a part of herself that not so many people get so see.
I don’t know why but she’s made quite an impact on me.