”I need your attention now. PLEASE.”
”I’m having fun now, you’ll get my attention tomorrow”
oh.
Posted December 14, 2012 at 4:48pm in And have I ever asked something from you before asdfgb depression sad depressed sdfvqaskdjnfb anixiety Uhhh. okay.
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Can you be with someone who just doesn’t take the time for you?
I think it’s been more than two weeks since our last phone call.
Posted November 27, 2012 at 12:46pm in 29s12e art better one blue cry mine personal photo picture sad self text typo typography writing edit clouds depression love hurt dreams
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Posted November 27, 2012 at 12:34pm in no point in hiding who you are art sketch drawing splashes black and white blue mine self personal 29s12e sad depression anxiety be yourself love
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Posted November 27, 2012 at 10:26am in cry sad art blue writing self personal mine boredd tears depression cute
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My parents are yelling at me for being sad ‘cause two of the most important people in my life tried to kill themselves. Another one is surely going to try again, other one had liver and brain damage and lost most of her emotional connections to people and some of her memories.
”Anybody would be pissed of if they had to see someone frowning and crying at their house all the fucking week”
AND HE FUCKING KNOWS WHAT’S HAPPENED.
Also, that I’m depressed and most of the time I can just manage to hide it.
Gosh, I hate living here.
Posted November 24, 2012 at 5:16am in asdfghj i fucking hate this suicide self harm worry sad anxiety depression
I feel things in a big way. When I’m sad, it qualifies as depression. When I’m happy I dance and I sing and I smile at strangers without realizing. I fall for people easily; it doesn’t take much to get me head over heals for someone. My feelings are huge, always. I’ve been wondering about how it is even possible. My dreams are big and I feel huge empathy for people I don’t even know. Making someone, anyone smile makes my day. But my feelings are like a roller coaster, I go up fast and I go up high, and then I fall down hard at the speed of light. Many times a day. And it’s just now that I’m realizing I’m actually totally okay with it. It’ll make my heart break uncountable times, but it’ll also make it easier for me to love and to be loved in return. It’ll make me sad, so incredibly, body-aching sad, but it also makes me smile uncontrollably when I see a kid blowing bubbles or when there’s a funny shaped cloud on the sky or when It’s raining at night and all the city lights look even prettier than normally. It makes me do impulsive decisions with unpredictable results. It’s far from safe but hey, I’ve always loved adventure.
Posted October 21, 2012 at 9:07pm in me self personal thinking thoughts happy sad emotions writing text depression anxiety but still someway happy smile dfghjkl deep deep shit
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Posted October 9, 2012 at 12:48am in me self personal rant self harm cutting depression depressed anxiety suicide sad I'm going to win. to write love on her arms butterfly project
I just love this.
Posted September 23, 2012 at 1:32pm in pmmp heliumpallo finnish finland music music video art amazing sad anxiety song lyrics video clowns black and white sagdhfbgjkl
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Posted July 9, 2012 at 1:05pm in text sad personal me self sdfghjm i hate this this is not me.
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I want to do stuff and see people
but I just can’t make myself dress up, do my hair and get on the buss.
I just can’t make myself talk to my friends.
It’s too much effort.
Posted July 9, 2012 at 8:57am in thoughts affort anxiety fail sad home people friends asdfghjkl this is not me. self personal
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Posted July 5, 2012 at 1:11pm in fuck this shit sad love crush relationships long distance problems hurt give up anxiety text personal self salödkfjg
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I hate the fact I’m difficult as hell.
I always wonder when people will get enough and run away from me.
I’m always scared that they will.
Posted July 2, 2012 at 11:52am in me self personal sad relationships difficult problem text run away scared feelings shit anxiety
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This ”once a cheater, always a cheater” shit..
just.. shut the fuck up. Okay? That is just shit.
I’ve cheated once and it was the biggest mistake of my life. Not because I would’ve lost somebody because of it, not because I got caught, not because any of these stupid-as-fuck reasons. But because I hurt someone who didn’t deserve it. Because I made it harder for someone to trust people again, I made it harder for that someone to trust herself. And I hated myself for it. I have done lots of really stupid things in my life, but that’s the one I regret the most. I regret it more than anything I’ve done.
I would never cheat again.
Never.
so please, shut the fuck up and don’t pretend you know something when you don’t.
Posted June 27, 2012 at 4:54pm in cheating sad text personal self just thinking regrets love hurt sayings dfghuiop
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… why the fuck do I always do this.
I always believe them when they tell me I’m special.
I fall for their smile.
I start missing them five minutes after I last saw their face.
I love the way they laugh.
I always get attached.
Too attached.
And I get hurt, hurt as hell.
And I think it just happened again.
I just wanna break down and cry but I can’t ‘cause I’m not alone here.
fuck.
