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Little bit of this, little bit of that, little less than everything, much about absolutely nothin', wanting to be somebody, smiling to everyone and bitchin' to everybody - mix it well before drinkin'!

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I hate how people act like having sex while not sober is the worst thing in the world

I mean, sure it’s nasty if there’s a person who doesn’t want to involved. But that’s nasty, intoxicated or not.

"If they’re drunk they cannot consent." Is a phrase often seen in anti-rape posters and campaigns. BUT OH, HELL WITH IT. This dictates that my feelings, my thoughts and my opinions over this do not matter - unless I choose to say no. Then it’s all that matters. Excuse you, but I am perfectly capable of making my own decisions considering my life and my body, even after a few beers. Or even after a few more. Or after a joint. If you are not, you shouldn’t drink and you most definitely shouldn’t smoke.

Not saying that taking advance of the drunk chick or the drunk guy isn’t wrong, but c’mon. SEX CAN BE AND OFTEN IS TOTALLY PURELY CONSENSUAL EVEN AFTER GETTING SHIT FAZED WITH BOOZE. And if a person sleeps with someone while being drunk or high, that doesn’t mean that they’re automatically being taken advantage of. There’s a really big chance they’re just enjoying themselves and having fun. Also, this doesn’t make them sluts. It’s good to acknowledge the negative stuff BUT IT ANNOYS THE SHIT OUT OF ME WHEN PEOPLE FORGET EVERYTHING ELSE.

Do you think it’s healthy when you feel like loosing your fucking mind when you haven’t gotten laid in a week

I’m thinking no

Uhh I need someone to fuck me.

When I’m fine my blog’s kind of cute and classy and when I’m sad it’s like a one big suicide note and you can always tell when it’s been a while ‘cause then it’s just half naked girls all over

I want to fuck a girl. I want to tease her, to hear her heavy breathing. I want to hear how she starts moaning as I just touch her slightly. How she quietly gasps ”fuck” under her breath when I finally stop only teasing. I want to feel her hands in my hair as I eat her out, or see them grabbing the sheets while her back’s arching from sheer pleasure. I want to make her come. Hard.

I want to hold her close to me and kiss her forehead afterwards.

That would be nice.

I develop shit loads of feelings towards the people I have sex with

it’s disturbing that i’m only realizing this now

that’s why I’ve been missing the totally wrong person after my last break up - i never had sex with my girlfriend but i did with the person i’ve been missing. And that’s why i just stopped missing that person and started thinking about someone new..

omfg I’m fucked up.

Omg I just found this looking through old photos I’ve taken with my phone.
This is taken when they were kinda far away, later they both were standing next to me and hugging me and fghjkjh
I’ll never forget having a conversation with james (or oliver….. for the love of god it’s been forever and i honestly can’t tell witch one of them is wearing white XD) about what’ll happen when he wears a white shirt and it starts raining. 
That’s right, be jealous. Be very, very jealous.

Omg I just found this looking through old photos I’ve taken with my phone.

This is taken when they were kinda far away, later they both were standing next to me and hugging me and fghjkjh

I’ll never forget having a conversation with james (or oliver….. for the love of god it’s been forever and i honestly can’t tell witch one of them is wearing white XD) about what’ll happen when he wears a white shirt and it starts raining. 

That’s right, be jealous. Be very, very jealous.